I am no longer a Christian. The bible is a fairy tale. A book of lies for the purpose of mind control. And the name Jesus didn’t exist before Jesus came about he’s older than his name.. I’m just saying. Look it up I did. I now am able to ask the questions that I could not ask as a child and get the answers. I grew up in a household where you could not question the Lord or ask questions against the Bible.Now that I can seek knowledge for myself I don’t like what I found. However I do believe there is a God.